(Head... in pain... much pain....)
Uhm... school=evil. I
still don't have an art class. I'm trying to take it as
an independant study, but I don't know if I can fit it
in. And it won't count in my GPA. Which is... well, not
Did you know marker
fumes kill brain cells? You'd think the killing of brain
cells would numb your head, but it seems with an excess
of hunks of dead cytoplasm floating throughout your
cranium makes it pain a great deal. Ugh. Comic bad. Bad
comic, no biscuit. Yeah, I'm working on it. I'll have a
few pages by next week sometime. Unless, of course
American Studies strikes.
and then we all know
hair is EVIL.
of Fate did a
kinda-sorta update. So go worship Tochi. And I'll....
just stay here and walk in a circle.
Oh, and congrads to
Pyxaron for getting hit
6000. ^^; (I
still can't believe people keep track of these things.
^^; Hehe. Makes me feel special.)
Holy crap, I'm 2 hits
away from 6,000! o_0;
(gag me.... pleeeaasseee....)
School starts tomorrow.
Just wanted to
complain. No pictures for you. <insert evil laughter
Found yet another
It's not funny, but it's cute and kinda freaky and REALLY
I cut my hair today...
12 inches. Donating it to wigs
for kids. Used
to be down to my waist, now it's a bit below my
shoulders. My head's so light! I haven't had my hair this
short since I was in 3rd grade or so... and it
fwooshes!! GAAHH!!! >_<
*ahem* anywho... see
y'all on the flip-side.
Draw me something! Now! XD )
of Fate still
hasn't updated. *withdrawl-withdrawl* )
Just finished this and
decided I might as well show it off. *muahaha* Please
please don't hurt me... I feel all fasion-y... I actually
designed a dress. *twitch* Actually, this was from a
kinda screwy dream I had a few months ago and I quickly
sketched the dress in a half-concious stupor because it
was kinda nifty... found the paper and decided to do
something with it. Erm, yah. Experiment with light and
in a dress.
(never saw that one coming...)
playing with color-balance a
bit (and adding
Ah yes... and since
Jyiis was so nice to scan it in, I have a copy of
evillest thing ever
which I doodled in her sketch book. *nod*
*note to self: Slimu is
Okay, we're back. It's
(*sigh* I can't FTP to
feathers.net. Can't load m' site, can't upload.
Went to the
Rennaissance Faire today... much fun. ^^ As with
tradition, I dressed up as a gypsy whore, we saw the
at the pretty pretty swords and armor and leather-work
that I'll never be able to afford, and fried in the sun.
And there was much fun had. And much traffic sat in. But
I won't get into that.
Oh, I've gotten over
the block... kinda. I've been playing with the new
tablet... it gets some niiiice effects. *nodnod* Erm..
would be Eto's fault.
Blame her for that one. *cough*
David Blaine is
obscenely cool. *nodnodnod* Worship
Also, m' best friend
and I saw Earthian. We didn't know it was Shounen Ai. ^^;
I'm very open-minded and have nothing against
homosexuality, so on and so forth, but I'm still
disturbed by the idea of 2 animated male angels having
sex. If at all, I prefer more subtle stuff.
But overall, the moral
of the story is: I
like guys. A lot.
Meg made me draw some
sex by necessity, but I'd rather not show that off. So I
what Fumei linked me to.
Gyah! I gotta get a translation! Laughing... too much...
it hurts... XD
Meg's watching a show
where they're catapulting flaming cars and pianos into
the air. I wanna have a hobby like that. Mmm, exploding
grand pianos.... nyum. (the guy is now talking about
making a larger catapult so they can throw around a
flaming double-decker bus. Daaaamn.)
Okay, I'm done.
(*cough* my apologies)
I gotta apologise about
last night's rant. I was feeling icky.
I don't like to use the
term "depressed"... because that's with the
generalization of artists-- they get depressed. I don't
get depressed. I get (as Jyiis puts it very nicely) dark.
So I was in a dark mood. *storm clouds
Erm, I'm not over the
block, but I felt much better after writing that thing
out. I'm also still kicking myself about giving out this
addy to relatives.... *cringe* But there's nothing I can
do about it.
Jyiis kicks ass. I wish
I lived closer to her. I also wish she'd get onto AIM
sometime... or tell me whatever AIM name she's been
Rai also kicks
And Xay needs to get
her bum online when I'm online.
of Fate still
hasn't been updated. No, I'm not obsessed! Really! I
swear! ... *cough*....
... what're you looking
1) What sort of art do
you draw?: Anime/attempts at demi-realism
2) How many characters
have you created?: I think I counted 76... but I probably
left some people out.
3) How many characters
have you created that are supposed to represent
yourself?: Well, there's always Kai and her 6+ different
forms... so I'll go with 2, although I'm sure there are
more... and all my characters have a bit of me in them.
4) What are their
names?: Aido (and her many forms) and Siri.
5) Out of all your
characters, which is your favorite?: Taro! Heh, actually,
no. I really can't choose... Arashi and Pyr and Quetzal
and Void and Serik... and some others... they're so
6) Do any of your
friends have characters of their own?: yeahp... most of
7) Which of your
friends has (in your opinion) the best designed/best
characterized persona for themselves?: Jyiis,
8) Out of all of your
friends' characters, which one do you think is the
hottest?: (hehe, who comes up with these surveys?) I have
personal favorites of most all of m' friends, but to piss
of Rai, I'll say Tre!
9) If you had to make
one of your friends into their persona character, who
would it be and why?: Uhm... *thinkthinkthink* I...
really don't know. How about Slimu because it'd be really
really funny? *snicker*
10) What medium do you
find the easiest to use?: .5mm hb black quicker-clicker
mechanical pencils. Huzzah!
11) Have you ever/can
you color with a paint program?: *vigorous
12) What real media do
you prefer?: .5mm mechanicel pencils! And
13) Would you rather
color with markers, pencils, or a paint program?: It's a
toss-up between markers and Photoshop. >_o
14) Does it bug you
when other people watch you draw?: Only if they have to
CONSTANTLY COMMENT. -_-;
15) Name one medium
that you'd like to master: Acryllics'd be nice, but
they're evil. So I'll say photoshop.
16) What medium do you
think you are the best at right now?: Markers, I guess...
I don't know.
17) Who's your hero
artist?: There's many... Erm, Nambroth, Cara Mitten,
Tochi, Aja Williams, Pseudo Manditou, Julie Dillon,
18) Who's drawn you the
most pictures?:Erm, Sett.
19) If you could draw
one picture and have it become the most famous picture in
the world what would it be of?: Uhm.. I don't know... but
certainly not a picture of me.
20) How many of your
friends think you're crazy when you tell them about your
characters?: Probably quite a few. ^^;
Zoë went away??
o_0;; WHAT?? Gah! This can't be! No, poor Torg'll be
heartbroken! Nooooooo!! My vote says he'll revert back to
of the Jungle.
(aido likes her
web-comics too much.)
Oh, and I saw Jay and
Silent bob Strike Back... the blatant AICN spoof was
hilarious. ^^ Especially because I've been going there
And I forgot to post
this before... I found an actual restaurant in Providence
called the Hole
in the Wall.
That is all.
(warning: unhappiness. and some swearing.)
I just want somewhere
to rant right now... I'm feeling really worthless all of
I haven't turned out a
finished picture by my own accord in the past 3 months.
No, longer than that. And now my freedom is nearly gone.
And I've done nothing of the summer. And I feel like
I told Xay, I told Xay,
I told Xay... I said I'd work on those damned
illustrations. And now that I have the time, less than a
week now... I can't get it out. Nothing's turning out how
I want it. And I'm just sucking. Royally.
I've hit a block and
there's nothing I can do about it.
I've tried, I swear I
And on TOP of that, I
broke down and gave this web-address to my aunt. And now
my cousin's e-mailing me. Soon all of the relatives on my
mom's side will giving me grief about my 'interesting
anti-christian hobbies' or somesuch... Goddammit, isn't
it bad enough that I have to have my MOTHER regularly
visit and COMMENT on what I'm drawing? Now I have to take
it from my damned RELATIVES? Why am I such an idiot? I
never like people picking through my belongings who I
don't want to and now I'm doing this to myself. And...
I didn't eat
I want to do everything
at once, I want to feel accomplished, that I've done
something with my dwindling time... RISD is over, did I
no, I didn't learn
and even if I did, it's
worthless... I'm not putting it to use.
I'm going to take a
shower now. And I should eat, too. But I know I'm not
Sorry, no update today,
kiddies. I have nothing of worth to offer.
Screw that, I have
nothing to offer PERIOD.
Threw you the
obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your
recollection down among a million, saying: Difficult not
to feel a little bit disappointed, passed over. When I've
looked right through, to see you naked but oblivious and
you don't see me.
mmm, been looping that
song over and over for the past.. what now? 2 hours?
more? it's a damned good song.
My throat burns. And
for one reason or another I haven't been able to
of Fate for the
entire day... and now that I can, it seems that the comic
wasn't updated. Hopefully it will be tomorrow.
Cause I threw you
the obvious, to see what occurs behind the eyes of a
fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy-- oh well.... oh, well.
Apparently nothing. Apparently, nothing at
post script: Aido's being grumpy. I'm gonna go and give
her a nice dose of reality and then make her watch
Fushigi Yuugi OAV's for a few hours. It'll get outta her
system. ^^ Don't bother sending pity/flame mail or
anything about the above. I entitle her to a bit of grief
now and again from someone other than
(is it not nifty?)
Erm... I was up until 2
or so last night finishing the pages up.. I wanted to do
more... but that last page with all the squares and
geometry and the insane amount of text I had to squeeze
in kinda killed me. I hate to make Faus talk so much,
it's kinda out of character... but he has to explain
himself a bit. Ah well. And he looks waaay too much like
Meishuu in page 12. *cough* heh. ^^; My 60% warm grey
decided it wanted to explode half-way through page 11 and
I kinda ruined a really nice acryllic brush trying to fix
it... bla bla bla, complain complain complain... *gets
smacked upside the head* Okay, I'm done.
Speaking of comics,
Freelance is 4
years old today! Worship the comic! Sluggites unite!
*gwahahaha* I downloaded the "Secret
Cranky Office Temp" song...
it's really funny. But only if you read the comic. And
the Gofotron part of the comic is only funny if you've
watched Voltron, Sailor Moon, Power Rangers, and other
assorted old-school geeky-type shows. Like me.
Oh, and I finally
changed the font size of the site... it looks really nice
on a Mac... but if you have a PC, it looks like crap. And
since everyone and their brother has a PC... well, can't
argue with statistics.
I've started watching
these really cute Nosferatu
in 3d animation, nicely done, good backgrounds,
environments, etc.. They take forever for my computer to
load, but some of 'em, like the mallet
everything worth while.
Erm... here's a
of Arashi. I'm
sure I meant for it to be deep or something. RIP, my
faithful .8mm micron pen. *head bowed in silence* And I
drew some fanart
for Ali because
she gave me a picture and she desperately needed
Oh, and I updated my
And for all of you
wondering, yes, I did get my permit. Now I get to learn
to drive stick. Oy.
GAH!! I'm going to be
an aunt! o_0; Erm... a half-aunt. >_o
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