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             Updated:
            9/5/01
            (Head... in pain... much pain....)
            
            Uhm... school=evil. I
            still don't have an art class. I'm trying to take it as
            an independant study, but I don't know if I can fit it
            in. And it won't count in my GPA. Which is... well, not
            good. :P
            
            Did you know marker
            fumes kill brain cells? You'd think the killing of brain
            cells would numb your head, but it seems with an excess
            of hunks of dead cytoplasm floating throughout your
            cranium makes it pain a great deal. Ugh. Comic bad. Bad
            comic, no biscuit. Yeah, I'm working on it. I'll have a
            few pages by next week sometime. Unless, of course
            American Studies strikes.
            
             
            
            and then we all know
            what happens.
            
             
            
            *stares
            blankly*
            
             
            
            Anywho,
            school
            doodles.
            Random
            eastern Dragon.
            
            And short
            hair is EVIL.
            
            Strings
            of Fate did a
            kinda-sorta update. So go worship Tochi. And I'll....
            just stay here and walk in a circle.
            
            Oh, and congrads to
            Pyxaron for getting hit
            6000. ^^; (I
            still can't believe people keep track of these things.
            ^^; Hehe. Makes me feel special.)
            
            --Aido
            
             
            
            *passout* 
            
             
            
            Updated: 9/4/01
            (GAH!!)
            
            Holy crap, I'm 2 hits
            away from 6,000! o_0;
            
             
            
            <endrant>
            
             
            
            g'nite!
            
            --Aido
            
             
            
            Updated: 9/4/01
            (gag me.... pleeeaasseee....)
            
            School starts tomorrow.
            *fallover*
            
            Much
            evilness.
            
             
            
            Just wanted to
            complain. No pictures for you. <insert evil laughter
            here>
            
             
            
            Found yet another
            spiffy-keen
            flash movie.
            It's not funny, but it's cute and kinda freaky and REALLY
            REALLY well-done.
            
            I cut my hair today...
            12 inches. Donating it to wigs
            for kids. Used
            to be down to my waist, now it's a bit below my
            shoulders. My head's so light! I haven't had my hair this
            short since I was in 3rd grade or so... and it
            fwooshes!! GAAHH!!! >_<
            
            *ahem* anywho... see
            y'all on the flip-side.
            
             
            
            --Aido
            
            (Yes, Rai!
            Draw me something! Now! XD )
            
            (Strings
            of Fate still
            hasn't updated. *withdrawl-withdrawl* ) 
            
             
            
            Updated: 9/3/01
            (again...)
            
            Just finished this and
            decided I might as well show it off. *muahaha* Please
            please don't hurt me... I feel all fasion-y... I actually
            designed a dress. *twitch* Actually, this was from a
            kinda screwy dream I had a few months ago and I quickly
            sketched the dress in a half-concious stupor because it
            was kinda nifty... found the paper and decided to do
            something with it. Erm, yah. Experiment with light and
            texture. *nod*
            
            Singe
            in a dress.
            (never saw that one coming...)
            
            After
            playing with color-balance a
            bit (and adding
            some stuff)
            
            Lah-dee-dah. Enjoy,
            enjoy.
            
            Ah yes... and since
            Jyiis was so nice to scan it in, I have a copy of
            the
            evillest thing ever
            which I doodled in her sketch book. *nod*
            
             
            
            --Aido
            
            *note to self: Slimu is
            silly.*
            
             Updated:
            9/3/01
            (back!)
            
            Okay, we're back. It's
            all good.
            
            --Aido
            
            Updated: 9/2/01
            (gypsy whore!)
            
            (*sigh* I can't FTP to
            feathers.net. Can't load m' site, can't upload.
            Nyar.)
            
            Went to the
            Rennaissance Faire today... much fun. ^^ As with
            tradition, I dressed up as a gypsy whore, we saw the
            mud
            show, drooled
            at the pretty pretty swords and armor and leather-work
            that I'll never be able to afford, and fried in the sun.
            And there was much fun had. And much traffic sat in. But
            I won't get into that.
            
            Oh, I've gotten over
            the block... kinda. I've been playing with the new
            tablet... it gets some niiiice effects. *nodnod* Erm..
            this
            would be Eto's fault.
            Blame her for that one. *cough*
            
            David Blaine is
            obscenely cool. *nodnodnod* Worship
            him.
            
            Also, m' best friend
            and I saw Earthian. We didn't know it was Shounen Ai. ^^;
            I'm very open-minded and have nothing against
            homosexuality, so on and so forth, but I'm still
            disturbed by the idea of 2 animated male angels having
            sex. If at all, I prefer more subtle stuff.
            
            But overall, the moral
            of the story is: I
            like guys. A lot.
            
            Meg made me draw some
            sex by necessity, but I'd rather not show that off. So I
            won't.
            
            Lookit
            what Fumei linked me to.
            Gyah! I gotta get a translation! Laughing... too much...
            it hurts... XD
            
             
            
             
            
            Transcend your
            pants.
            
             
            
            Meg's watching a show
            where they're catapulting flaming cars and pianos into
            the air. I wanna have a hobby like that. Mmm, exploding
            grand pianos.... nyum. (the guy is now talking about
            making a larger catapult so they can throw around a
            flaming double-decker bus. Daaaamn.)
            
            Okay, I'm done.
            'Nite!
            
            --Aido
            
             
            
            Updated:8/29/01
            (*cough* my apologies)
            
            I gotta apologise about
            last night's rant. I was feeling icky.
            
            I don't like to use the
            term "depressed"... because that's with the
            generalization of artists-- they get depressed. I don't
            get depressed. I get (as Jyiis puts it very nicely) dark.
            So I was in a dark mood. *storm clouds
            disperse*
            
            Erm, I'm not over the
            block, but I felt much better after writing that thing
            out. I'm also still kicking myself about giving out this
            addy to relatives.... *cringe* But there's nothing I can
            do about it.
            
             
            
            Jyiis kicks ass. I wish
            I lived closer to her. I also wish she'd get onto AIM
            sometime... or tell me whatever AIM name she's been
            using.
            
            Rai also kicks
            ass.
            
            And Xay needs to get
            her bum online when I'm online.
            
             
            
            ... And
            Strings
            of Fate still
            hasn't been updated. No, I'm not obsessed! Really! I
            swear! ... *cough*....
            
             
            
            ... what're you looking
            at?
            
             
            
            Ooh! Survery!
            *typetypetype* 
            
            1) What sort of art do
            you draw?: Anime/attempts at demi-realism
            
            2) How many characters
            have you created?: I think I counted 76... but I probably
            left some people out.
            
            3) How many characters
            have you created that are supposed to represent
            yourself?: Well, there's always Kai and her 6+ different
            forms... so I'll go with 2, although I'm sure there are
            more... and all my characters have a bit of me in them.
            
            
            4) What are their
            names?: Aido (and her many forms) and Siri.
            
            5) Out of all your
            characters, which is your favorite?: Taro! Heh, actually,
            no. I really can't choose... Arashi and Pyr and Quetzal
            and Void and Serik... and some others... they're so
            interesting.
            
            --Friends--
            
            6) Do any of your
            friends have characters of their own?: yeahp... most of
            'em.
            
            7) Which of your
            friends has (in your opinion) the best designed/best
            characterized persona for themselves?: Jyiis,
            definately.
            
            8) Out of all of your
            friends' characters, which one do you think is the
            hottest?: (hehe, who comes up with these surveys?) I have
            personal favorites of most all of m' friends, but to piss
            of Rai, I'll say Tre!
            *Tre-steal-run-run-run-run*
            
            9) If you had to make
            one of your friends into their persona character, who
            would it be and why?: Uhm... *thinkthinkthink* I...
            really don't know. How about Slimu because it'd be really
            really funny? *snicker*
            
            --Techniques--
            
            10) What medium do you
            find the easiest to use?: .5mm hb black quicker-clicker
            mechanical pencils. Huzzah!
            
            11) Have you ever/can
            you color with a paint program?: *vigorous
            nodding*
            
            12) What real media do
            you prefer?: .5mm mechanicel pencils! And
            markers.
            
            13) Would you rather
            color with markers, pencils, or a paint program?: It's a
            toss-up between markers and Photoshop. >_o
            
            14) Does it bug you
            when other people watch you draw?: Only if they have to
            CONSTANTLY COMMENT. -_-;
            
            15) Name one medium
            that you'd like to master: Acryllics'd be nice, but
            they're evil. So I'll say photoshop.
            
            16) What medium do you
            think you are the best at right now?: Markers, I guess...
            I don't know.
            
            --Random--
            
            17) Who's your hero
            artist?: There's many... Erm, Nambroth, Cara Mitten,
            Tochi, Aja Williams, Pseudo Manditou, Julie Dillon,
            manymanymany more....
            
            18) Who's drawn you the
            most pictures?:Erm, Sett.
            
            19) If you could draw
            one picture and have it become the most famous picture in
            the world what would it be of?: Uhm.. I don't know... but
            certainly not a picture of me.
            
            20) How many of your
            friends think you're crazy when you tell them about your
            characters?: Probably quite a few. ^^;
            
            <end
            survey>
            
             
            
            Zoë went away??
            o_0;; WHAT?? Gah! This can't be! No, poor Torg'll be
            heartbroken! Nooooooo!! My vote says he'll revert back to
            Torg
            of the Jungle.
            
            (aido likes her
            web-comics too much.)
            
            Oh, and I saw Jay and
            Silent bob Strike Back... the blatant AICN spoof was
            hilarious. ^^ Especially because I've been going there
            for years.
            
             
            
            And I forgot to post
            this before... I found an actual restaurant in Providence
            called the Hole
            in the Wall.
            Hehe. ^^;
            
            That is all.
            G'nite.
            
            --Aido
            
             Updated:
            8/28/01
            (warning: unhappiness. and some swearing.)
            
            I just want somewhere
            to rant right now... I'm feeling really worthless all of
            the sudden.
            
             
            
            I haven't turned out a
            finished picture by my own accord in the past 3 months.
            No, longer than that. And now my freedom is nearly gone.
            And I've done nothing of the summer. And I feel like
            shit.
            
            I told Xay, I told Xay,
            I told Xay... I said I'd work on those damned
            illustrations. And now that I have the time, less than a
            week now... I can't get it out. Nothing's turning out how
            I want it. And I'm just sucking. Royally.
            
            I've hit a block and
            there's nothing I can do about it.
            
            I've tried, I swear I
            have.
            
            And on TOP of that, I
            broke down and gave this web-address to my aunt. And now
            my cousin's e-mailing me. Soon all of the relatives on my
            mom's side will giving me grief about my 'interesting
            anti-christian hobbies' or somesuch... Goddammit, isn't
            it bad enough that I have to have my MOTHER regularly
            visit and COMMENT on what I'm drawing? Now I have to take
            it from my damned RELATIVES? Why am I such an idiot? I
            never like people picking through my belongings who I
            don't want to and now I'm doing this to myself. And...
            and.....
            
            I didn't eat
            dinner.
            
             
            
            ....
            
             
            
            I want to do everything
            at once, I want to feel accomplished, that I've done
            something with my dwindling time... RISD is over, did I
            LEARN ANYTHING??
            
            apparently
            not.
            
             
            
            no, I didn't learn
            anything.
            
            and even if I did, it's
            worthless... I'm not putting it to use.
            
             
            
            Just damned
            worthless.
            
             
            
            I'm going to take a
            shower now. And I should eat, too. But I know I'm not
            going to.
            
            Sorry, no update today,
            kiddies. I have nothing of worth to offer.
            
            Screw that, I have
            nothing to offer PERIOD.
            
             
            
            Threw you the
            obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your
            recollection down among a million, saying: Difficult not
            to feel a little bit disappointed, passed over. When I've
            looked right through, to see you naked but oblivious and
            you don't see me.
            
             
            
            mmm, been looping that
            song over and over for the past.. what now? 2 hours?
            more? it's a damned good song.
            
            My throat burns. And
            for one reason or another I haven't been able to
            reach Strings
            of Fate for the
            entire day... and now that I can, it seems that the comic
            wasn't updated. Hopefully it will be tomorrow.
            
             
            
            Cause I threw you
            the obvious, to see what occurs behind the eyes of a
            fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy-- oh well.... oh, well.
            Apparently nothing. Apparently, nothing at
            all.
            
            --Aido
            
            (Pyr's
            post script: Aido's being grumpy. I'm gonna go and give
            her a nice dose of reality and then make her watch
            Fushigi Yuugi OAV's for a few hours. It'll get outta her
            system. ^^ Don't bother sending pity/flame mail or
            anything about the above. I entitle her to a bit of grief
            now and again from someone other than
            m'self...)
            
             
            
            Updated: 8/25/01
            (is it not nifty?)
            
            
New
            Fallen Pages
            
            Erm... I was up until 2
            or so last night finishing the pages up.. I wanted to do
            more... but that last page with all the squares and
            geometry and the insane amount of text I had to squeeze
            in kinda killed me. I hate to make Faus talk so much,
            it's kinda out of character... but he has to explain
            himself a bit. Ah well. And he looks waaay too much like
            Meishuu in page 12. *cough* heh. ^^; My 60% warm grey
            decided it wanted to explode half-way through page 11 and
            I kinda ruined a really nice acryllic brush trying to fix
            it... bla bla bla, complain complain complain... *gets
            smacked upside the head* Okay, I'm done.
            
            Speaking of comics,
            Sluggy
            Freelance is 4
            years old today! Worship the comic! Sluggites unite!
            *gwahahaha* I downloaded the "Secret
            Cranky Office Temp" song...
            it's really funny. But only if you read the comic. And
            the Gofotron part of the comic is only funny if you've
            watched Voltron, Sailor Moon, Power Rangers, and other
            assorted old-school geeky-type shows. Like me.
            ^^
            
            Oh, and I finally
            changed the font size of the site... it looks really nice
            on a Mac... but if you have a PC, it looks like crap. And
            since everyone and their brother has a PC... well, can't
            argue with statistics.
            
            I've started watching
            these really cute Nosferatu
            shorts... it's
            in 3d animation, nicely done, good backgrounds,
            environments, etc.. They take forever for my computer to
            load, but some of 'em, like the mallet
            scene, make
            everything worth while.
            
            Erm... here's a
            picture
            of Arashi. I'm
            sure I meant for it to be deep or something. RIP, my
            faithful .8mm micron pen. *head bowed in silence* And I
            drew some fanart
            for Ali because
            she gave me a picture and she desperately needed
            fanart.
            
            Oh, and I updated my
            elfwood
            gallery.
            
            And for all of you
            wondering, yes, I did get my permit. Now I get to learn
            to drive stick. Oy.
            
            GAH!! I'm going to be
            an aunt! o_0; Erm... a half-aunt. >_o
            
             
            
            --Aido
            
             
            
             
            
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